Hello, this is EnZo

This may come as a shock to some ppl but I’ve given up on being a financial adviser. I’ve considered this for some time now. It ain’t what I want as a career.

What exactly do I want? That I have no answer. So wtf am I doing??? So many things out there but I’m sure financial adviser ain’t 1 of them. I wanna do something that has career advancement that can enrich myself with skills and knowledge in specific fields be it marketing, HR, wealth management, etc. Financial adviser only do 1 thing, sell products… Ultimately, they are like salesman. Anyone who can talk well can b a salesman.

Now, I’m considering whether to study full time or work and study simultaneously. 1st choice allows me to study without other distractions while the 2nd choice is a tough path to travel. Work and studies combined is a great killer. Not to mention other issues like family problems and other distractions like work performance.

Need to discuss further with my father on my future. I ought to accept the cruelty or reality soon or I’ll b forever consumed by the flames of failure.

Chinese new year is over soon. But this year’s celebration is not that great. I mean the atmosphere is not that "high". Maybe coz I’m getting older dats why I dun feel so much towards CNY. Many things remain unchanged for this year. Goin to the same places to bai nian. Collecting the same amount of ang bao as compared to previous years.

Only this time, I dun hv a girlfriend to go out with. Quite a interesting sight seeing my cousins bringing their other halves to my grandma’s house. LoL. Even the self-proclaimed "I-don’t-need-boyfriend" Belinda has gotten attached. When I look at them all in pairs, I’m asking myself "what the hell are you doing man?" But it’s alright coz I’ve so many things on hand that need to be done. And all these are more impt than any woman rite now.

I’m looking into further my studies within this year. Most likely I’ll go for part time studies again. Full time studies = no income so I won’t b into studies full time. But an advantage will be the non distractions from work if I study full time… What a choice… Anyhow, a career is wat matters most to a man. So work work work!