End of Adv Dip
Hey hey hey. Wat do u know… Finally my exams r over and behind me. Wat a great feeling to get outta dat exam hall dis afternoon at 4:10pm. The feeling of closing ur answer booklet and passing it to the invigilator is great. But truth is I din study much for the paper.
I only started studying for it like this morning. I din even had the decency to open my book to study. Was playing Winning 11 on XBOX then cindy msg me regarding some tips for the exams. It was only after her SMS that made me realise I actually hv an exam later on and I hv not studied anything for it… I’m feeling so f***ed.
Glanced at the clock and time is 10:00am. Gd news, exams wont b like in 4 hrs time. Bad news, I hv not studied. Actually the gd news sounded worse. No choice gotta get watever info I can into my pea-sized brain. Never hv I slacked for an exam so much in my life. Truth is I dunno wat to study since almost everything is like general computer knowledge. Haven I studied all these shit back in Temasek??? I cant understand why a Biz course would offer general computer knowledge. Makes no sense to me at all.
Well, nightmare’s over and I know I’ll get at least a 70 for the paper. As for my overall, it’ll weight up to a B grade. Not saying I’m smart but I’ve studied all these back in TP. Hello! I was doing engineering back then, it’s wat I did for a living last time. Oh well, more like survival compared to living.
1 goal down and 3 more to go b4 the end of 2006. Dat is to get a driving license. Time wont really permit me to get it in Dec so I can set my sights in Feb next yr. Next will b to get my IC aka freedom, but it’s a matter of time so not much of a goal. But hey, wat the hell. It’s my rightful claim. As for the last goal, it most likely wont happen. So I wont talk abt it.
My life’s kinda getting back to normal. My character’s getting worse and soon I’ll b known as Mr Cynical. Nothing gd comes outta my mouth. I’m sorry dat the truth hurts for everyone who’s offened by my words but the fact is that watever I say hurts, it’s the truth I speak. The more painful it is, the more it reflects the truth. And somehow, I’ve managed to get emotionless when doing things. I do and say everything in a as-a-matter-of-fact kinda way, dat it kinda scares me. Human being r replaceable and everyone can be replaced by anyone. To me, dats how I value ppl nowadays. Sometimes, even I treat my frens in dat manner.
–Always achieve balance in life, do not stay on the extreme as it’ll blind u abt the other side of the truth
