Hello, this is EnZo

Had dinner with a couple of my army friends at Seoul Garden… Been awhile since I last went to that place. Some changes to the place liao. Now they serve Dim Sum and sushi as well to the other usual stuff like raw food and veg. So was kinda lika a "swaku" when I went in. LoL. Some of them were like there after a period of absent as well. Whole dinner was v entertaining with them talking nonsense and stuff.

I was v touched when Keren appeared for the dinner. He was telling me that he was quite tight up for money, and the dinner is kinda outta budget for him, but giving me face, he joined us. Thanks pal! And thanks to the following ppl who contributed to the games, LOTR: Battle for Middle Earth 2 and KUF: Heros. Thanks to Huey Shyang, Keren, Anthony, Qiye, Edward, Mong Wei, Wenqing, Kuan Hwee, William, Chong Ho, Alan and Cheng Shi. I din really know it’ll be 2 games. Great deal guys!

But here comes the damper after the evening… Even the thought of it pisses me off rite now, so I shall skip the agony and jump straight to the point where we ended up at coffee club express and drank… drinks lo. Finally, home…

Another thing to add. Although I’m supposed to be happy, I’m actually not… But still a smile still managed to be flashed here and there… Huey Shyang knew something was wrong at times. He knows wats going on in my mind, just dat he dun wanna go too deep into it. Coz it’ll lead to nowhere. I’m supposed to be happy. So I best let it be dat way. Dun wanna spoil the whole thing for everyone… Come to think of it, I organised a dinner to get as many ppl as I could so I can escape from the emptiness I know I’m gonna feel… It’s times lidat when I need friends to tide me thru. After my 22nd birthday, I know that many things had changed… But it’ll be up to me to decide whether it’s for the better or for worse.

–Sometimes, even when surrounded by lotza friends, you’ll still feel someone missing…

11th March 06 - Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday to me. Yeah yeah yeah… My birthday today. Should I be happy? Maybe yes, maybe no. The great thing is I’ve got my 1st birthday present from Ex-E103 classmates. Chee Chern, Wendy, Hui Ting, Zhen Xing, Xin Yi, Chi Ho, Yun Ru, Liang Hui. Really got a surprise from you guys! Creative MuVo 1GB player. That really came at a good time. Just went I’m abt to buy a MP3 player. Great work guys! So I dun need to buy in the mean time.

And nothing too fanciful for my birthday. Not like the previous years where everything is organised by my ex. Well, now I gotta plan everything myself liao le not used to it. So birthday is just a simple affair with a dinner at Seoul Garden with the army guys. And it happens to be the ORD date for Edward and Mong Wei. So it’s triple happiness? WTF… Hope it’ll be a great night out and all’s well will end well. What more would I get for my birthday? It waits to be seen…

And credit to Shuting who’s the 1st one to call me and wish me happy birthday. Kudos to you my friend. Really great to know ppl out there stil remb my birthday. V blessed to know u guys. Really touching to hv u guys as my frens…