Hello, this is EnZo

As usual, been some time since I update anything here. Nothing too interesting in my life has occured. But here are some milestones…

Chinese New Year — The moment where all children and those single personnel are happy and yet unhappy (coz they are not married???). Coz we gotta collect ang baos. AKA $$$ and ladiesand gentlemen, money makes the world go around. Remember that. Got something close to $300 but not there yet. Will save this money to buy my MP3 player. MUST get it! It has become my new year resolution. No matter wat the consequences are, I must get it.

After CNY will be my exams, HRM and marketing exams. Studying for HRM is a killer, all memory work, mrkt is easier to study but hard to score. Anyway, I got pass all those shit and now I am, waiting for monday to start a new module. Soon, Tues will b V-Day. A day where all those love birds will be happily having dinner, exchanges of gift, blah blah blah. And those who r single will be thinking "why the heck am I single?" Everyone has different reasons for being single. For me, I just hope this won’t happen, 我不想看到整条街都是恋爱的人 而我却独自走在寒风的夜

Not that I’m complaining that I’m single. But It kinda hurts remembering that exactly last year, there was someone spending this day with me. Though I was poor, there were happy times. Well, abt time I let it go liao le. So I most likely won’t be feelin too blue this time round. At the most just don’t go out lo.

And I’m also dropping all thoughts of finding a gf liao le. Was hanging out with this female friend but just din keep in contact with her anymore. Coz somehow I don’t wanna get involved in a r/s now. Got alot of things sorted out after CNY.

1st thing will be to have a career and make ppl envious of me. I don’t ask to be very rich, I only want enough to make sure I can get things I want without troubles of money(or rather the lack of it).
2nd thing is to be able to afford a car so my parents can also enjoy the comfort of travelling in a car just like other ppl. They have worked so hard for this family and especially for me. I’ll be a damn bastard if I neglect them. And I do not know when they will leave me or when will i leave them. So I hope b4 anything happens, I can at least let them enjoy life.
3rd thing will be to fulfill my ambition of retiring at the golden age of 35.

Plans of having a girlfriend or getting married will not be planned by me at all. I’ll just accept it as it comes. Why pursue things that are not meant to be yours? Sometimes, the harder you pursue, it further it is from you. Sometimes, the harder you try to make it happen, the more the backfires… anything that relates to the matter of the heart, I won’t ask for more. All I want is someone who loves me. The more simple it is, may not necessarily be easy to achieve.

–我无法只是普通朋友 感情以那么深 叫我怎么能放手 但你说 I only want to be your friend