Something to think about
To all those broken hearts and souls, will it be nice to reverse time and change things? It’s all bulls***. Not possible la. So why keep thinking of the past and not looking to the future?
Coz we keep looking at the good times and wish that it’ll remain lidat forever. When we look at the mistakes we done, we’ll think of why not that time I had done another action? Will we still be together by now? All these thinking will never do you good. Well, for those who gave in their all in a r/s, the impact will be great and of course, hard to heal. So ppl keep clinging onto the past and wont let go.
In the course of holding onto something not realistic, we tend to lost sight of other things happening in our life too. There are other ppl who’s concerned about you, there are some who will even do what they can to heal your wounds. There are some who wish they can be that person to bring you joy. Different ppl handle events differently. Others treat it as a game while others treat it as their life. So how hurt you feel is how much you treasure it.
My story is not worth mentioning anymore. Nobody now is interested anymore too coz the other party has oredi moved on even before things had ended. Why I still so stupid remain on the same spot? She oredi made it so clear she wanna let go of the past and embrace her freedom and future and yet I still on the same spot.
Here’s my ans, I do wanna move away. Ok? But Enzo is a sentimental guy who is so emotional. So it’s kinda difficult to move away. But hey, I’m accepting it well. I also know full well that she wants it to end entirely liao. So it’s fine with me. So taking up adv dip in biz management to get a feel of biz. Unfortunately, she’s taking it too. Dunno who’s the unfortunate one. Me or her. Anyway, I only wanna make it clear to her right now in my blog I wont have any ideas on her ok?
In my eyes, she’ll be that few chapters in my life that is known as history. Now is another set of new chapters in my life.
To cindy, dun worry, I wont call u or SMS u as much. I’ll make myself invisible as much as possible. So u wont get to see your past much. Happy now everyone? Dunno why I’m so pissed. Sick and tired of everyone asking me "Where’s Cindy?" "How come not with you?" We’ve broke up long time ago. Hello? Wake up your f***ing idea can? To all APU NSFs, I’m warning you guys. She and I are through!!! Get that message into your heads can? After so long liao but ppl stil cant seem to understand this fact.
